I keep imagining that I will relive the horror of last sem where I clicked the mouse and the screen appeared with 5 rows of red words: no vacancies available for this index. Any way to allay my fears?

Work was relatively slack last week. This week I'm out of office again, we're supposed to have 4 (including me) in the audit team, but 2 are not available yet since they're clearing work for other clients. So there leaves me with another senior to handle all the planning work! They created a new rank for me - SI.

AP: Audit Partner

M2: Manager 2

M1: Manager 1

AM: Assistant Manager

SA2: Senior Associate 2

SA1: Senior Associate 1

AA: Audit Associate

SI: Super Intern

Recently I gave myself a nicer name- PSI. Pathetic Super Intern. Not complaining about the volume of work yet, still relatively satisfied. BUT omg I just have to say this. In my 21 years of life I've never felt so unwelcomed like I was today, like the staff practically "diao-ed" us and shook their heads upon our slightest requests. I felt so lousy after interacting with some of them that I resolved not to step out of our small little meeting room unless it's really necessary. One guy literally said "tsk *sulking*, like that ah, no good lor *shakes head*. No good at all".

They make me feel as if I'm doing a great disservice to the company and I'm just there to ruin their contented working life. Especially when you request from them some P&C documents they'd go "HUH this one also need ah? I photocopy this page can already? HUH why you need the entire month, alot you know!"

Yah I know alot. You think I want to check all meh, I also hope can just check one page. One of the staff also quipped "I knew it, shouldn't show you this one, just show you that one can already. Next time cannot show you too many things. Now I show you two you sure want me to give you both". Heh, nice try at understanding the mind of auditors, but honestly, how long can you keep anything from us?! In the weeks to come we'll dig out every speck of dirt, otherwise u can call me tor-di-au.

This reminds me of the tee with the quote "hand over the donuts and nobody gets hurt" :) Yah, hand over the documents and nobody gets hurt.